The Ostentatious calling book summary of part one

The ostentatious calling summary of part one. This book is based on  true  life events. The full book will be written in future.

Introduction

 My name is Kenneth  Lehlokonyane I wrote this book to motivate all the broken souls. I want people to know that our father in heaven is a living God who never  dozes or sleep. The father of our Lord Jesus Christ who by faith through his son Jesus Christ put people right.


My tragedies

I am a surviving victim of witchcraft. I remember it was back in June 2016 when i was a matriculant. This is a very long story of my life which I would love the whole world to know about . But unfortunately I cannot give you all the details, I am just going to give you the facts about how the wonderful power of God saved me.

My thought life was severely damaged. People where thinking that i was crazy. I was mocked, people laughted at me .But i believed that  God was using me to show  his magnificent power at work in me.so that his people would believe . I was being emotionally touched by the powers of whichcraft.My situation was abnormal because  when people cough I felt pain deep in my heart and at the same time I became angry it happened automatically I had no control over it. When I tried to control myself  I lost breadth and I would try so hard, but the more i tried to control myself was the more i loose breadth, and the anger made my face look very furious, the fury that was on my face was the reason why people laughed at me. Just imagine how many people caughs a day. I had to feel pain in every two seconds for two years. I was turned into a laughingstock, anybody who wanted to laugh would just stand infront of me and cough and laugh at me till their tears drops. There was nothing i could do, i wanted to fight for myself but my hands where tight. How would i fight someone for coughing people would think that i am crazy .but still that didnt help because they still saw me as a crazy person. I lost my dignity, I lost my girlfriends, my family members. The only people that supported me where my friends. I lived in fear,  in anger and neggativity. I prayed and I prayed  and I prayed in the morning, afternoon and at night and all the time. But nothing happend.
Still that didn't discourage me. I always motivated myself with the fact that, sometimes God allows somethings to hurt us but to bring out the best in us.


 But I never felt sorry myself, I never looked down on myself. I never felt like a crazy person. Even though people saw something else. I always walked with confidence . It was like I knew my destiny was calling me. I have always trusted God. I focused on my studies because education was the only thing that was working out for me. I passed my matric with a diploma. I don't even know how I managed to get my diploma under such sercumbtances.After finishing my matric I wanted to study further in Durban, The reason why I wanted to go there was becouse its a little bit far from home. I wanted to hide so that I will meet knew people who knew nothing about me.

This is the interesting part. It turns out that God had other plans for my life. He made it impossible for me to study in Durban. And so I went to study in welkom. Where God revealed every hidden secrets and every single detail of what was going on with my life. So it happened that one of my friend  told me to go to church maybe God would reveal what was happening to me. It seemed like she had always known what was happening. And so I went to UCKG church i told the pastor what was going on in my life. He told me that there are some people who had put demons of fear in me. He told me that these people do not want me to be successful, they will never want to see my success. Days went by and as I was attending church services. One day God showed me those witches. They are the people who I know very well people who are very close to me I never said anything to them. Somehow I wanted to avenge myself. But God wouldn't let me. I never told anybody. I realized that these was between me and my God. Because everytime I tried to tell anybody they would not believe me, I felt helpless nobody believed me because they thought I was realy crazy. I continued attending church services. The fact that I knew what was going on with my life gave me the power to carry on hoping for better days. Everytime I thought about quiting the fact that there are people who wants to finish me and end my success drove me even harder. I never felt helpless anymore. I fought for my life and  I wanted them to see me succeed. I told myself that they will see my success whether they like or not. They gonna have to live with it. The pastor told us that some demons are so strong that they require  Jesus himself to change your life completely.

My turning point

From that day onwards I made a decision, I decided to live for God. Because I have have experienced his power working in me. I was physically crazy but spiritually rich. The devil could only torture my body but was unable to torture my spirit. So I surrendered my life to Jesus, I became a  born again Christian. As i was busy with my bible studies I began to feel power in me. I don't know how to explain it, but I can tell you that is was the power of the holy spirit. As i was spiritually growing I developed some powerful prayers that helped me cast out the evil spirits that where put in me. But this spirits kept on coming  back into my body. That's because I was still spiritually young. Those witches came to realize that I have a calling. They tried to hide me. They put more pressure on my face by infesting me with the spirits of fear and the one's that made my face look more  furious than before. So that I will stay indoors. And people won't realize that I am not crazy.
I stayed in doors because I didn't like the fact that people made me their laughingstock. As time went on I was surprised that no body was laughing at me anymore. I began to hear gossips as  I pass by  people feeling sorry for me. because they realized that i had no control over mysef. I would hear them say words like " who does this to a human being, what kind of a human being does this". But some where actually happy that this was happening i couldnt even look people in the eyes I would hear them say words like " this guy is damaged he will never be ok. Hearing what people where saying about me filled me with sorrow and pain, which caused me depression. I don't think you understand what I am saying, just imagine having to live a life of a crazy person but not actually crazy. Sometimes I said to myself that it would have been better if I was really crazy that way I would have not felt the pain. I thought that maybe God wants me to feel the pain that crazy people are feeling.

But that didn't stop me from persuing my dreams. I kept on pressing forward. One day as I was praying and fasting I don't know what came into my mind. I downloaded video's of pastors casting out demons  out of people. I kept practing this prayers, suddenly as I was praying i felt like my whole body was shaking it was like electric shocks in my body, this was happening because i was filled with the power of the holy spirit . But still they where able to come back again 30 minutes .


Some day i woke up with this massive pain in my heart. Tried casting out demons as usual but still the pain wouldnt leave me. I prayed but nothing happened i was so stressed out that I didn't  know what to do. So i took my bible and as i was busy reading it. there was this mentally disturbed guy who usually comes to me and ask me to give him some food, money or pain blocks. I gave him this things as long as I had them. This time he asked me to give him some food. But I wasn't in the moods. I just told him that I don't  have any food. As he was on his way out disappointed. I wanted to call him back but he came back in. My mother gave him the food he asked for. And immediately the pain in my heart was gone,  the same pain i felt for two years in every second a person coughs. This was amazing this guy went straight to the seat where I was reading my bible. As he waited for my mother preparing the food for him. He took my bible his eyes went straight to (Matthew 25:45 - The king will reply, 'I tell you, whenever you refuse to help one of the least important ones, you refused to help me.')
This is when i have discovered that this was my calling. God had turned me into a crazy person in the eyes of the people. But he was internally giving me a complete change of heart, preparing me for my calling. God wants me to help those who are less important, those who the world looks down on and things is nothing "Psalm 118:22 (21st Century King James) The stone which the builders refused has become the head stone of the corner." 

You won't believe me when I tell you that. Those three witches couldnt bring me down. Their powers could not over the power of the holy spirit. Now there is about 7 witches I know who are trying bring me down. Now God gave me the power to command the demons out of my body by just speaking . I believe i am in the process of being made perfect. Because now I am on the process of defeating negativity and fears.

To be continued on the summary of part 2 of

I want to finished up with this prayer: just say Lord Jesus I repent of my sins come into my heart I make you my Lord and saviour Amen. Friend if you prayed that
 Simple prayer I believe you are born again.